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I hold on to the past by CosmicSpectrumm I hold on to the past by CosmicSpectrumm
in a very frantic way. I feel that... i must write things down, record everything. But then sometimes it feels as if everything worthwhile has already happened. And there's nothing left to write. And that nothing could possibly happen that could surpass that bitter-sweet sentimental attachment that wears me out day after day.
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Pastel-Bazaar Featured By Owner May 26, 2013   General Artist
ABVismyname Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
its so, strong 0_0
Shirory Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012
beautiful words and picture.
StandUpAndScream0025 Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2011   Traditional Artist
this is so amazing
Dazecase Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2011
.. Oh my hell. I don't know if i have the ability to voice how much i love this. The artwork is powerful, & so beautiful.. Nothing short of amazing. The message you wrote there added 5x's the chills, though. Can so relate with you. I'm compulsive in writing everything down too. I note out my life & weird reflections on how i perceive myself, i feel like it's vain but i have such a bad memory that i'm terrified of forgetting, OR reliving the same bad experiences & re-learning the same life-lessons. & i fret too much upon the past when i need to live the present & look up toward the future.

Well now i feel that my rambling there hardly resembles what you were trying to say at all ^^; Sorry bout that.. Went off venting.

Anyway, this piece really left a great impression on me :D Thank you! You're so talented & your art is beyond fantabulous! Best of luck to you & your abilities!~
littlemissnegativity Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2011  Student Traditional Artist
this is beautiful. im still stuck on it and i cant get over the fact how i see the picture, and i just love it. VERY well done.
CosmicSpectrumm Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2011  Professional General Artist
thank you! i'm very glad you like it 8) :heart:
ichinightmare Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
i like soo much *-*
ichinightmare Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
i like soo muuch *-*
riskymenace Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2011
i feel that way too when i want to write down the moment that just occurred that made me feel different than normal. haha idk what i'm talking about, but the way you described it makes perfect sense to me
Dentalex Featured By Owner May 20, 2011
I feel that way, too! + This painting = :heart:
Sky-Zeo Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2011
es fantastico! eres un gran artista!
Shizzlemejinggle Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2011  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
cool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! speechless, just wanna say, IM SO JELOUS!! *nob nob nob good job
Kacuncio Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2011
Love the colors~ ♥♥♥!
kimivampireprincess Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
bloody brilliant.
angel-of-rose Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2011
OMG! It's great and so INSANE!!! :D
tirrany Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
May I ask what medium/s did you use for this piece? Marker? Watercolour? Because I'm gathering research/inspiration for my Studio Art class and my teacher would really like me to state the mediums used in the work I gather. Whatever you used, I love the bright effects. :D
Thoushalt Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2011
Gah, I love this piece *__*

Sorry if you answered somewhere before--I looked as much as I could without being too creepy and couldn't find anything but what did media you use for this?

It's very neat yet it has that sort of glow of the paper that can be seen behind it like in watercolour 8)
yaoifreak1 Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
OAO Once again. DROOOL!
xXlemon-ice-creamXx Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2010
im officialy in love with your drawings O.o
idahlitz Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2010
Thats some whack spectrum mate. Sweet!
devi-noir Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2010
Its beautiful.
blubirdie Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2010
very nice! really love the way the blood(?) turns into plant= life!
Angelic1994Demon Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2010  Professional Traditional Artist
what medias did you use for this?
DrEaM-MiRrOr Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2010
wow! iust love this picture
i especially love how all the blood ends up as live greenery
Myukyuu Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2010
Wow~ (im the girl who.... always feel like spazzing at your table at AN.... but wasnt brave enough to do it this year... Lol...) anyways~ i love your art work~ the colouring always looks so simple but you can make it feel like theres soo much to it even if the whole picture is not coloured. I wish i could draw like you~ I'm still learning. :D and you too keep up the great works! +you're one of my most favorite artist * U * :heart:
MushMaster Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2010
omg, i worship this its so masterpiecively good
leeviii Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
looks very different from other artworks, love the colours (;
rem-chan Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2010
The combination of the image and the description gives the whole work a profound completeness.
Vember85 Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
This is beautiful. I feel a rush of things just looking at this picture, from her neck to the book.
The colors make it so nice to look at.
zer0onetwothree Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2010  Student Traditional Artist
Lovely colours and outline, nice and simple!

How do you get your ideas? x)
WolfgangtheHusky Featured By Owner Jun 22, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
WOW amazing use of colour, really draws you in!
ari-aki Featured By Owner Jun 22, 2010
Beautiful. I love how the background is so simple and void of color, it really brings out the colored aspects of the image.
ayuICHI Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Crazy dark and fantastic :'V
Peep-Geek Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2010
very nice. i really like the colour scheme involved. the rose is really good.

[haha i keep on thinking of that scene in Curious George where george is putting paint into the opera singer's bathtub... maybe i should hold off of babysitting for a while. >.<]

i still have the sketchbook with your drollings in it from camp. :p
mipo977 Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2010
I must say, I really like your use of colors on this one. I like the way each color, for lack of a better frase, comes to life. Because it has space to do so. Hmmm I am not expressing myself very eleqently today. But hopefully you will get my meaning.
surfkow Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2010
beautiful and...I wish my bathtub had a faucet like that.
rabbittracks Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2010  Student General Artist
I really think you got the message you were trying to send out to the viewer, this is so sad and lovely.
WannabeMagician Featured By Owner May 30, 2010
This is gobsmackingly amazing.
chaos-of-vinnie Featured By Owner May 27, 2010
Wow wonderful drawing! I love the swarm of colours and how the red fades into the green. This has a very emotional and sentimental picture. I like it a lot.
Katuron Featured By Owner May 25, 2010
both unsettling and pretty at the same time. I love your statement too, sometimes the same ends can be achieved by different means though, you know? And if something is worth while, isn't it could that it should come back in cycles, happening over and over? (oooh, campfire questions XD)
CosmicSpectrumm Featured By Owner May 25, 2010  Professional General Artist
unfortunately, it aint so at the moment. Life just.... keeps disappointing. Sometimes it feels like i can't get through this one LOL.
XGhostflowersX Featured By Owner May 25, 2010  Student Traditional Artist
Love it! :)
Abel01 Featured By Owner May 24, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
I really like the colors, theme and perspective as well.
c-H-uva Featured By Owner May 24, 2010
there are so many beautiful colors *O*
hybrid-angel14 Featured By Owner May 22, 2010
This is breath-taking.

And touching as well.
madampeach Featured By Owner May 22, 2010
The framing and angle are what make this absolute perfection! The impact of the image is multiplied a hundred fold just by the fact that it takes a second to absorbe the whole thing. <3 <3
EniBelle Featured By Owner May 22, 2010
Ooh, I think I'm the same. I want to keep hold of every memory, whether by using photography or writing it down or keeping any little paper or object that could remind me somehow. Like I'm afraid I'll forget...
It's a wonder how I'm not a huge pack rat because of this. :XD:

But anyways, about the drawing itself: the colors are amazing. It's overall beautifully surreal, kind of like a strange nightmare that you want to have again despite it being a bit creepy. :heart:
suzasuza Featured By Owner May 22, 2010
The colors are just... gorgeous.
ComplexDeliriuM Featured By Owner May 22, 2010  Student Traditional Artist
dont be sad... :((((((.................
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